Female led relationships discussion

I’m not entirely sure how you’ll all react to what happened today, but I’m on a high, thoroughly satisfied and ecstatically happy with the day… so here goes! The day started off poorly. Since getting accepted into my Masters program (it drives me mad having to type ‘Masters’, lol!), I’ve felt depressed and overwhelmed. I’m trying to get the house in order, decorate the kids’ rooms, and manage money troubles… basically just struggling overall. I needed some serious pet action. I’d been putting it off because he’s worried about climaxing and crashing afterwards… but I really craved that closeness. We sort of did it, but neither of us was particularly pleased, so we gave up in frustration and found other things to occupy our time. After a bit of decorating and getting hungry (diet is out AGAIN!) I headed down to Tescos for some pate. We chatted about various topics while eating pate and toast in bed, then snuggled up naked (watch out for the crumbs!) I unlocked pet; I was desperate to be close and get fucked… but once again we hit a snag regarding his climaxing and stopped. By now I’m going crazy, begging hard and fast for doggy style. Pet tried for about a minute; I screamed into the pillow while pushing back against him with all my strength… he had to stop yet another time. Sooooooooooooooo frustrated, I gave in and told him to grab the strap-on… A few minutes later, he was pounding me on all fours with everything he had. Then things shifted. He began moving my hands behind my back so I lay on my tummy… instinctively holding them there as if cuffed. He then pushed my knees up for re-entry, and when I settled into the right position, he said “good girl”… I was squealing with pleasure… so he started pulling my hair and fucking me harder… Our neighbors are away, which is a relief because I swear I groaned and screamed out loud when I came, hard, twice! I absolutely LOVED every minute of being completely out of control. Pet seemed to realize this too, as he then asked if I wanted to try the sleepsack. I squeaked again… words failed me in all that excitement. I’d never tried a sleepsack before; I get a bit claustrophobic and stressed by them. He gently ordered me into it, tied it around my neck, and asked if I wanted a hood. I nodded, and he put it on. It was a BIG step for me since things over my ears aren’t my forte! But everything went smoothly. He started stroking my nipples through the lycra, and I went wild; I loved every bit of it… then he slipped a vibrator in through the access hole, right up against my clit, and continued fucking me with it. It was amazing; I couldn’t control myself! Then he really began flicking and rubbing my clit quite directly—a sensation I usually dislike—but I couldn’t say anything… even without being gagged, I literally couldn’t speak! My orgasm was so explosive and outrageously powerful that I felt like I was in heaven… It would have been nice if it ended there, but unfortunately I lost control of my breathing and went into a MAJOR panic. I started struggling, feeling trapped and panicky… but pet was an angel; he talked me through it, unwrapped me as quickly as possible, and hugged me until I felt better. The whole experience was overwhelming, and I don’t regret it for a second! I’m still hornier than I’ve been in AGES! I also feel I gained huge insight into what the sleepsack feels like and how to handle a sub who has a panicky flip-out! What a wonderful afternoon! We’re both exhausted now!