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My spouse and I have been considering enforced chastity for a while, and we finally made the choice to give it a shot. Earlier this week, she instructed me to order one, so I got the CB-6000 and it showed up mid-week. I also bought a waist chain for her to hold onto the key. Last night, we both headed into the bathroom and worked out how to put it on together. The vibration from that initial “click” of the padlock echoed through my whole body. “Holy shit, I can’t believe I’m actually doing this,” was all I could manage once the shock settled in. She looked straight into my eyes and smiled deviously as she set the lock onto the plastic cage. Since we both enjoy smoking on weekends, after I was secured, we rolled a bowl and started our usual Friday-night relaxation routine. About an hour after the cage was locked, paranoia kicked in (smoking tends to do that), and I began doubting the safety of it all: Will this lower my sperm count? How long should I wait before taking this thing off? Question after question raced through my head while we sat on the couch watching a movie. Soon after, the anxiety peaked, and I voiced my worries to her. I tried to persuade her that maybe we should start with just the honor system. She thought I was making excuses and ignored my concerns. We finished the film. Afterward, we were ready for bed. We started kissing, rubbing, feeling, and squeezing, then suddenly I felt very uncomfortable. The unease turned into pain, but it didn’t stop her from asking for what she wanted. I complied and increasingly felt a strange pressure between my legs. I licked, stroked, and teased as long as I could bear it. At some point, it became too much; I couldn’t go on without resting. She agreed to let me take a break but nudged me to hand her the Hitachi vibrator while I went to wait in the living room until she was done. I was stunned! Her comfort with something so NEW completely blew my mind. Some time passed. She climaxed in bed, and I cooled off in the loving room. Then I was asked to clean her vibrator, which I did before hopping into bed myself. I was exhausted and couldn’t wait for sleep. I drifted off expecting to wake up in pain during the night… that’s what others say happens. When I woke after 7 hours, I was surprised not to have woken up earlier. However, I had an erection and needed to urinate, which I did. Since I was already up, I thought I might as well get ready and do some work while she slept; so I did. I showered, dressed, walked the dogs, packed my computer, and went to a nearby coffee shop where I worked for about an hour and a half. My wife woke up at some point during my absence, asked where I was, and requested that I bring her a coffee when she found out my location. Again, I complied and headed home. Now, sitting here, I reflect on the events of the last 15 hours and wonder just how this will unfold. I am curious and excited about where this is heading and how it might affect our relationship. We are already very close and share a deep love for each other…but just how deep will it go? Time will tell, but right now, I am actually enjoying myself, and more importantly, so is she.