It’s now been more than a week since I started my lock, which is the longest period for me as someone new to this experience. She has treated me gently before, so during the week I urged her to harden up and keep me in until at least Saturday, no matter what, unless she lets me out early or I beg excessively. Last night marked my first full overnight stay with her over that span; despite some light teasing, fatigue set in for her, causing her to turn over and drift off while letting me spoon her back against the cage. Naturally, I woke up multiple times in pain.
Still, what really bugs me is how incredibly frustrated I felt last night because I was stuck inside—frustration that bordered on a middle-of-the-night dispute. My shaft wasn’t the main issue; ultimately, I consented to be locked away. What I mostly wanted was for her to reach climax, but she was exhausted and dealing with headaches. Is this kind of feeling typical once in a while?
Right now, my mind keeps returning to sex and her reaching that peak moment however possible. She’s going off on a two-week trip to Hawaii soon. She promised to torment me heavily with fake cuckolding scenarios, yet I’ve even caught myself pushing for her to genuinely sleep with someone else just so she can finish, even though she firmly believes doing so would hurt my feelings.