I’ve been unlocked for the majority of this week and I really appreciate it. My drive is low, which isn’t surprising given that it’s been more than a hundred days since my last orgasm. It’s great how much faster urination breaks are now, and I don’t have to worry so much about sitting down correctly anymore. Honestly, like many other things—sexual or otherwise—that capture my attention, I tend to lose interest once the novelty wears off or there’s nothing new left to discover or learn at least not as much as I want to right now. Finally feeling better after weaning myself off all but one of my meds. Last night was a good sleep: ten hours straight with just two shots of Jack Daniels.:) One specific medication used to boost my libido significantly, and without it, I rarely give sex a second thought. My wife says she’s broken me! Surprisingly, whereas before she would shy away from all the constant touching and kissing I’d throw her way, now she takes charge because I’m not making her feel quite as sexy anymore. That should work itself out eventually. I still need to climax, though we might manage chastity without my device being locked tight. We’ll just go with the flow as usual. My father is 91 and struggling mentally. He refuses a nursing home placement half the time not knowing where he actually is. Last week he took a fall and started bleeding. Fortunately, we got him one of those emergency alert buttons that summon help when pressed. The catch? He often forgets he even owns it or what it does. Looks like finding a nursing home for Dad is inevitable despite his refusal to leave the filth-filled house he lives in and reject all our aid. My sister can’t spend as much time with him anymore since her domestic partner suffered a stroke; now they both need care and watching over too. She keeps calling me up, being far too kind-hearted to do what needs doing: forcing Dad into that nursing home or stopping the 4-5 daily trips at all hours just to make sure he has things like sandwiches made. Anyway, my mind isn’t fully on chastity right now but I’ll look over any questions. If they’re serious matters, I’ll respond with practical advice. On a positive note, my penis is returning to normal size. This morning it measured almost 6” semi-erect; hoping it goes back up to its old 7”. You don’t think having two women sharing me meant my dick was small, do you?:)
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