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I’ve been experimenting with chastity for about nine months now, having purchased my first device last year. It was a poor buy because it was too long, bulky, and heavy. Putting it on was cumbersome, and wearing it often caused pain. I think that’s the end of metallic devices for me! Now I have a CB6K (in pretty pink) and am enjoying myself much more. Long-term wear is still a bit of a struggle; I’m waking up at night with soreness in my scrotum. Using baby oil on the base ring has helped, but I need to get used to it a little better. My issue is that I want to keep it on for longer periods, like weeks at a time. However, I tend to get quite aroused while wearing it. With plenty of stimulation and vibration, I’ve managed to have an orgasm inside the device. I wish I hadn’t discovered this! Also, I don’t love the idea of having everyone around, especially my young niece and nephew who crawl all over me when they play. I’m thinking about buying a Holy Trainer V2 for its better packaging but am unsure if it’s worth the £150. So far, I’ve been self-locking, which is partly why things fall apart. My self-control is low, particularly when the whole idea of chastity gets to me. I can easily go five days without a device while abstaining, but inside the cage, I can barely last twelve hours before unlocking myself for release. I suppose what I need is an understanding Key Holder who lives nearby and has an open mind! Being single means there’s no partner to push me into it sadly. I’m starting this journal as a reference point for any potential progression. We’ll see how things go. I last had a proper ejaculation two days ago, but today I experienced a ruined orgasm in my device. My goal is not to cum again for the rest of the month, though it’s hard to predict how much time will be spent wearing the cage.