Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

Ok, this message might come off as somewhat self-centered, yet it is an issue that has been nagging at me lately. I am a 37-year-old submissive male residing in New Jersey, and I have been serving the same Dominant Female since 2011. She works as a Pro Domme and is 49 years old. She does have several other submissives who attend to her needs. Almost from the start of our time together, i have acted as Her cleaning slave and chastity slave. Our service sessions usually happen about twice monthly, covering: tidying up Her home (roughly two hours of chores), bringing flowers, giving footrubs, and handling any other tasks she assigns to me. In return for my efforts, She takes on the role of Keyholder. Typically, lockups last around 2-4 weeks; however, just last month, we finalized a contract that grants Her full autonomy over my penis. Consequently, She plans to keep me locked for longer stretches moving forward. Besides being my Keyholder, She offers discipline as part of my training regimen. This can involve: nipple torture (one of her favorites), caning, flogging, or mild CBT. It is painful yet enjoyable! When I am locked in my device, She requires daily photos sent to Her inbox to confirm my status. Thus, about 3-4 images are sent each day. i also send one text message every day explaining how much i miss Her and how eager i am to serve again. Being locked for Her makes me want to drop to my knees before Her often, though i am limited to roughly twice a month. I posted this because when I’m away from Her for several weeks, She almost entirely cuts off communication with me in all aspects. To put it another way, i see Her every two weeks, but between those visits i hardly hear anything from Her at all. It is frustrating since more of Her attention would be lovely. Perhaps it is selfish on my part, as she is a Dominant Female and i shouldn’t expect too much. It’s just hard going such long periods without hearing from the Woman i adore. Is wanting more of Her attention wrong? Or should i accept what She offers me? Any thoughts?