Introductions discussion

Hi everyone, I’ve experimented with chastity before and I’m ready to try it long-term now. I am currently wearing a CB6000s. As a transgender person, what interests me is the femininity side of chastity. I have read everywhere that men in chastity feel more feminine - meaning they become more attentive to their partner’s needs, more patient, and so on. As a single man, I won’t really experience that dynamic because once I go long-term, I’ll give the key to a close friend who lives far away. I live alone. My question is about hormones. Before and during sex (or masturbation) I get all sorts of kinky, feminine feelings. But as soon as I ejaculate, those feelings drop significantly. For example, if I’m wearing a bra, I might want to take it off. If I am fantasizing about swallowing my ejaculation, the feeling vanishes instantly. In other words, when I come, I feel more “manly”. I assume this is due to hormones. Does anyone know if testosterone is suddenly released when ejaculating? I’d bet it is (or some other masculine hormone). So, while locked up, will I feel more feminine because I am denied orgasm and the release of those manly hormones? I’ve had my CB6000s on for almost 24 hours now and it certainly doesn’t feel ladylike to have a large bulge down there (and I can’t afford a custom belt). I’d love to hear your thoughts. Cheers.