Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

Hello all, It’s been a while since my last post. My wonderful Fiancée/KH and I have been busy planning our September wedding, so life has been hectic, but I wanted to share an update. We’ve been doing MC for about 18 months now. At first it was just a kink of mine, but following the advice from many CM members and my own research, I made sure to communicate that I really want this to focus on her (because I do). Slowly, she has taken control more often and is enjoying it increasingly. She notices the shift in my behavior and genuinely likes it! She loves how I can’t keep my hands off her and how I constantly express my feelings about her and our future together. Also, a side note: before MC, I masturbated at least once every day. When she found out, she was heartbroken because she hates that I did… (and still do) as it feels like it takes away from my passion for us, which is absolutely right of her. Since then, I’ve been locked up here and there, with the longest stretch being 14 days a few times. I’ve tried hard not to break the rules when I’m unlocked, though I don’t always succeed. The night before August 4th—just over a month before our wedding—she told me I’d be locked and denied until we get married! Over a whole month! I had never gone more than 14 days at once, so I was thrilled. I promised her I would do my best to last the full time. Her response was, “you will because it’s my cock and my key.” I’m now on day 10 and really starting to go mad! I realize I’ve only got about a third of the way there, and I can’t imagine another 10 days, let alone 20!! Then last night while she was edging me, I was begging to cum, ready to burst. She said very calmly but firmly, “it’s going to be longer than 1 month.” So I continued pleasing her orally with even more enthusiasm! Afterward we chatted, and she mentioned that after the ceremony, we’ll only have a few hours before leaving for our honeymoon (I will stay locked during the wedding). She said I could come out on our wedding night to satisfy her needs, but then she’s going to lock me back up again and continue my denial until the end of the honeymoon. “At some point you MIGHT cum,” she said with a little smirk!! I can’t wait… although I’m sure I’ll be waiting exactly when she decides I should have it, I am beyond excited! Both physically and mentally!! I’m constantly dripping pre-cum; I can feel my balls getting heavier every day, and I struggle to focus on anything else… Hope everyone enjoyed the update! Please feel free to leave some advice for me… or her;) and share your own similar experiences.