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member_fd48bb5b7e · 2026-09-13T13:32:21.000Z · 1 reply

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2026-09-13T13:32:21.000Z #1

[Image: 1E3B98AC-BA69-4124-956C-31FDE7BE4AED.jpeg] I received a polite, well-written email from him that went into considerable detail about his life. Thinking it deserved attention, I replied and we exchanged messages and emails back and forth. Then I locked myself out of my inbox because I forgot the password; when I finally got back in roughly a month later… I reached out to helots again, but he had assumed I wasn’t interested since I’d met someone else… so I wished him well and moved on with life.

About eight months later, I purchased a violet wand for The Lair, my dungeon. Since my sub partner has a serious heart condition, there was no one available to test it. Being myself, I posted an ad in my FetLife status looking for a Guinea pig to try out the device, and helots emailed me asking if he could be the test dummy… that moment marked the start of our journey 3 1/2 years ago… this November marks four full years together: three and a half as his owned, collared slave.

The night after my status post, we arranged to meet at my place for a wand trial… he arrived, and we chatted about limits, boundaries, health issues, etc. Then I had him strip down onto the dungeon bed and brought out the wand, only to find it wasn’t working; it must have been damaged during shipping:-( So instead of leaving empty-handed, I caned him after he admitted to being quite a masochist…so we didn’t waste the evening. We played until around 10:30 PM when he headed home while I was still buzzing.

The next day, I received a lovely email expressing how much he enjoyed meeting me and playing in The Lair. He asked if I would see him again that coming week; I agreed but assigned him the task of writing an essay about himself—specifically his submissive side, highlighting both his favorite and least favorite aspects of BDSM. I arranged for him to come back a similar time as our first meet-up last week. After reading through his submission, I selected several points from both his likes and dislikes. We played in the dungeon for another few hours… this time though, before he left, I locked him into the chastity device (cb6000) that he had brought along. And sent him on his way:) that was the beginning of our chastity journey, 3 1/2 years ago… I can honestly say I have enjoyed every minute of having him as my slave. He’s a joy to own. He has remained in chastity all this time except for visits back to The Lair where I unlock him for CBT then send him home re-locked… during this period he was allowed out his device occasionally, perhaps totaling about 8 weeks total for medical appointments and holidays abroad. For the past 3 1/2 years… I do allow him ruined orgasms or occasional releases as a reward. But he always gets re-locked before leaving; for himself he has a combination keysafe with a spare key inside and must call me to get the number in emergencies.

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2026-09-13T23:45:47.400Z #2

So circling back to this week and my new toy status... I haven’t seen helots for about three weeks due to us both being busy and him taking a holiday for two of those weeks. He’s been out of chastity during that time now. Last night he was summoned to come see me. He arrived locked because when he returned over the weekend, I had him re-locked and sent proof via photo. So I flogged him, did some cp along with CBT; little did he know there was a surprise waiting for him later in the evening as we shared our usual bottle of wine between playing. We chatted about family matters and his holiday etc. Then I said... alright, let's try out this new toy. I wanted you blindfolded, cuffed to the medical bench with legs apart in the stirrups.... he looks so vulnerable and helpless on that medi-bench; it’s my favorite look for him. I could tell he was a bit worried and nervous about what I planned to do lol..... The new toy I bought was a FLESHLIGHT. I lubed him up and began using the Fleshlight to masterbate him..... It made me feel slightly humiliated but relaxed, and I truly enjoyed the experience.... I used the toy to tease and edge him but stopped before he could cum. While still secured to the medi-bench, I cleaned him up along with his device and re-locked him again. Then I released him from the bench and let him dress. I told him that henceforth, no more allowing him to cum on his knees right in front of me; instead, I will use the Fleshlight....he can however only cum when I permit it. And so begins his new training regime. I think he looks forward to those times I allow him to masterbate under my command... well now that pleasure is taken away from him—it’s cruel and sadistic, yes—but I intend to have some fun with this new toy.

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