Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

A virtual orgasm. This morning I experienced what can truly be called a “Virtual Orgasm”. It wasn’t your typical wet dream, because there was absolutely no ejaculation. Zero, nada, zip, nothing! Yet it felt just as genuine and equally satisfying as any real one I’ve ever had. Some background seems appropriate: My princess and I have been happily married for nearly forty years. Although I’ve always had submissive tendencies toward her, it wasn’t until last September that I finally found the courage to express those needs. The revelation was met with a somewhat chilly reception initially, but she agreed to “indulge” another of my kinks. So on September 1, 2018, we began our FLR and Male Chastity relationship. In the 280 days since then, I have been caged for 228 of them—about 81.4% of the time. Out of the days not spent in cage, 52 were due to ongoing medical tests, while the remaining 20 were because of travel and its security concerns. Since that start, I’ve had eight orgasms, all timed by my princess regarding when, how, and where they occurred. I have also taken on most household chores (cooking, cleaning, laundry, etc.) dedicating much of my life to making hers easier. It has been a wild ride. Our relationship differs from many I read about here in the Mansion. The teasing is toned down considerably compared to what is commonly described here. My princess does NOT wear the key to my cage except on very rare occasions; most of the time it stays in her jewelry box, only rarely making an appearance. She doesn’t force or desire for me to wear women’s clothing. If she wanted a woman, she would be with one instead of me. No, I believe with all my heart that she wants a strong man—one who will protect her and their children and grandchildren with his very life, provide for them, and be strong enough to open himself up completely, lay bare his soul, and give it all to her. She doesn’t whip or punish me; she doesn’t have to. I can tell immediately when I’ve screwed up or disappointed her just by the look in her eyes. That look of disappointment or disapproval is more than enough to signal that my course of action needs correction—right now. So there’s a bit of background. I hope you didn’t find it too boring. It’s nothing overly special, and I would guess most married couples here are likely in a very similar situation. The details will undoubtedly differ, but the “big picture” is probably quite similar. Anyway, on to the Virtual Orgasm: It has been 33 days since my last orgasm. Yesterday I was fairly deep in subspace—you know that feeling of being particularly submissive. Well, yesterday was one of those days. The day passed doing normal domestic chores like cleaning and cooking. It was also a day when I felt particularly needy myself. But my princess was busy with her own projects and not paying much attention to me. Now I’m not complaining, just explaining… Long story short, finally got to bed around 11 pm and cuddled for a while. Every time her hair brushed across my face, or her finger caressed a nipple, or her soft lips touched mine sent waves of pleasure through my needy body. All too soon the caresses, kisses, and holding lessened as she relaxed and drifted off to sleep. I rolled over too, sighed, and fitfully fell asleep myself… Sometime before I awakened at 4:00 am—as I have every day for as long as I can remember—my princess and I were making love. It was a mad, passionate love like the one we used to make years ago. I could feel every thrust, every kiss; I felt the sweat on our bodies and smelled her scent. It’s as real as it gets. And as I climaxed and exploded within her, I could feel hers too. I could feel the ejaculate erupting from my body and filling hers. I could feel it seeping around us… And then I woke up. It never happened except that it did. I felt exactly like I do after a real orgasm—no difference at all. My first instinct was that I had had a wet dream, except I hadn’t. I’m as dry as a bone. Still soft and safely in my cage. It never happened, except that it did! I don’t know about you, but this is a first for me. Something I dubbing “Virtual Orgasm,” something I very much want to experience again…