Mistress A has me in a cage around the clock, with just one permitted orgasm on our wedding anniversary! Sometimes I feel like a bit of a selfish creature because I think Mistress A ought to put more effort into teasing and denying so that her cock remains actively striving for hardness rather than merely sitting there locked up as if it were my own clit. This is part of the mental hurdle in keeping an erection.
I adore my clit!! Mistress A encourages me to stroke it like a girl, resulting in dry orgasms similar to those women have. I am only permitted wet orgasms once a year! Mentally speaking, male chastity has transformed me into a massive cock-hungry submissive with this boipussy body! Desperately wanting to satisfy a real cock for my Mistress! I think Mistress A is so gorgeous and alluring! This makes it even more baffling why her cock doesn’t stay rigid.
When Mistress A desires her own pleasure, she lets me out of the cage for several days until she has satisfied herself with his hard member. The issue lately is that over the past few months I struggle to maintain hardness beyond 5-10 minutes. It gets very firm and puffy initially but deflates while she’s using it. It feels like a cruel joke because I worry that being permanently locked means my cock will only ever be used as a tool, with Mistress taking what she wants from my mouth and pussy.
So here is my question for everyone. I love having this clit and playing the bottom role. But ultimately, it’s not about my desires; it’s about Mistress A’s needs, so I want her cock to remain hard whenever she wishes to use it. I want her to pound into me vigorously without me ever nearing ejaculation. I no longer crave spilling out of her cock. I really dislike that feeling of deflation afterward! Back to the question—apologies for rambling! Is this self-inflicted, or does long-term locking impact my ability to sustain an erection? I am so eager to please My Mistress but constantly falling short! Thank you