Our Bijou arrived last week and naturally fit like a glove. There are zero physical complaints so far. I’ve kept it on around the clock for three days without any trouble at all. Nothing pinches or tugs, no matter what activity I do. Even managed to sleep through that first night in one stretch—a major victory there.
Now though, I’m discovering what mental chastity actually feels like. After a brief four-day denial (with just three of those days locked) where I was able to release every evening, we took some time off. Last night she put me back under and said this round would last five days. We agreed to chat about how we were both feeling before letting me out again.
My mind has been swinging wildly today—hating it one moment, accepting the next, then somewhere in between for a while. I suppose that’s typical behavior, but I’m curious how others handle the psychological side of things?
When I shared my current state with my KH this afternoon, she said she got it but wasn’t planning to change her mind. The old adage about “being careful what you wish for” is certainly ringing true right now.