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you ask why i titled it this but this has been a hard time for me and my “boy” these past few months. Now i hold the key and i made him where the cb. i know that it is hard for him at night but i am the “madam” and key holder i wear it proudly!! thank you for some advice i got and he read them and said if i want it a way i should work on it so i did not work on it i MADE him wear the CB and i am happy he is wearing it and he can not forget who is in control and who is his madam that is me the key holder:butterfly: i am happy now that things are going in a direction i hope it works into our daily life out of being just in house/bedroom he has a week and 5 days left till his “maybe” release but at times if he does not use the respect i deserve i say i am adding a day, if he does something i do not like i say i am adding a day, but i sometimes feel i shouldn’t b/c we work together in the am. if there is a way out there i could get some advice from others on if i am being too harsh or not feel free thank you all for taking the time for my long story