I want to genuinely surrender control and let my future keyholder take me wherever she chooses, reshaping me into precisely what she wants while leaving her final choices entirely up to her. I feel like I’m currently quite distant from that state.
At the moment, I am working on accepting the idea of being feminized by my future keyholder if she decides to train me in that direction.
I possess a very masculine nature and lack any natural urge toward feminization. It isn’t a strict limit for me; it just significantly dampens my sexual interest. However, I value its power as a tool for training, whether used as a reward or a punishment depending on how the slave feels about it.
I don’t want to miss out on finding my dream keyholder simply because of my current reluctance toward feminization. It is something I believe I could learn to appreciate, especially within the framework of a chastity dynamic.
Any advice on steps I can take to feel more at ease with this would be greatly appreciated. Thank you in advance.:anim_37: