Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

I’ve been confined since acquiring my new device last Wednesday. I’m managing myself until Sunday when my Sir is going to secure it. He mentioned earlier this week that I could release Tuesday night. At first I was very excited because I was insanely horny when he told me and I know I won’t get the chance again soon. All week I’ve been getting used to the new cage (Contender with PA lock from MCN). It is extremely comfortable and I’m now positive I can wear it indefinitely. Well I woke up insanely horny and had that 2 second moment between waking up and remembering I’m confined. I reached down and felt the cage and it just felt so right. Like it was finally how it was meant to be. The later it got the more I started dreading releasing to release semen. But sir told me to do so, so that’s that. I released, used my biggest dildo, and jerked off for 45 mins. It was almost like my body knew I shouldn’t be doing it. Eventually I came like a firehose. Spraying what felt like gallons of cum. It was instantly disappointing. Afterwards I felt guilty and pathetic. I couldn’t get the cage back on fast enough. Feeling better now that my dick is back where it should be and hopefully I won’t be let out again for months.