My wife has always had a way of taking care of her own needs, whether I’m around or not. When we are together, she typically handles herself while I hold and stroke her.
This morning followed the same pattern. She attended to herself while I lay beside her, refusing to let me penetrate her or release (it has been eight weeks since my last orgasm, with no indication that one is coming soon).
Once she was done, I asked when she last did this on her own. Her answer was that it had happened a few times since our recent intimate moments together. It turned out I had been at work each time. Then I questioned whether she still needed me for her satisfaction now that she seems to be doing fine without my help. She confirmed that she does, needing me for affection and cuddling. When I asked if she needs me sexually though, she appeared slightly unsure. She was confident that eventually she will desire me again and permit me to finish inside her, but she isn’t certain when that moment will arrive. She promised to let me know when it happens. She stated that my cock belongs to her and she’ll use it on her terms. I’m not sure where this idea came from. She doesn’t watch or read porn, nor have I ever told her anything like that before. Clearly, she takes pleasure in dominating me sexually.
So basically, I might never get another orgasm again—or at least not inside her—but if it happens, I won’t know when.
I don’t know what you all think, but for me, this feels just as good as heaven!