Introductions discussion

Hello! I’m just starting out here. My interest in chastity has been growing for about two months now. I’ve been reading up on it across various forums and think this site is truly wonderful. I really wanted to give it a go, but without a partner nearby:(… so I decided to do chastity on my own. I don’t have an actual device yet, so I depend on self restraint and mental focus. Since I usually watch a good amount of porn, it took some real effort not to lose control. I discovered these webteases focusing on orgasm denial and began following along. Each day for 12 days, I tackled new challenges with plenty of teasing and no orgasms. It was an incredible experience; I felt aroused constantly, teasing myself daily until today when the feeling became too much and I decided it was time for a release. I teased myself for about thirty minutes before finally coming.. The orgasm was perhaps the best ever experienced by me. It endured longer than usual. These sensations were something new to me. Without doubt, I will do this again, possibly extending the duration even further. However, I wish I could undergo it under the guidance of a dominant who would truly elevate the experience. The concept of being denied by a dominant for her own pleasure appeals greatly to me. I hope to find such a person in time..