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I will share past, present and some fantasy here. Today though was a red letter day. I proposed to my Goddess Wife to enter into a Female Led Marriage. She accepted and is willing to see how it goes. I have lost my way a bit these last few years and I went from a fun loving guy to an angry old bastard. That was rough on her. I explained how I needed to be put back on track because I lost track of her and her needs. July will be a trial period where we discuss household responsibilities, financial responsibilities, sexual needs and satisfaction. This has to merge a lifestyle where we work different shifts. We have a live in moving out in august so discretion also leads this down the trial road. She understands I would locked up until all her needs were met and it has been earned. Release doesn’t guarantee orgasm. No unsupervised touching at all. For fun and until we get she gets,her tasks set, will play a marble game. 14 white, 1 black, 1 blue. One pick a day. White neutral pulled from the bag. Black is bad, pick another so 2 in the bag. Blue release! However there is a red punishment marble. If I’m unruly its added. If pulled, the number of the blacks in the bag are doubled and the blue cut in half, never below 1. I’m sure there will be more, I’m so excited!