member_ff39c19fab Newcomer Thread starter
well, my timer for carlilock has been ticking away for over a year now. I might be in deeper than I thought. It’s a mix of hating it and loving it at the same time. Even though I’m still a chastity newbie to this world, dealing with all this feels like being caught between a dream and a nightmare.
I’d really appreciate some advice from those who have been doing long-term or permanent lockup on what lies ahead, plus any tips for looking after myself down there since it’s staying put for quite a while.