“It may seem strange to some of you, while others might find it completely obvious. For me, however, it represents a huge milestone: yesterday’s session with my wife/Mistress felt wonderfully mundane—truly meant to be.
I’m on the ‘once-per-month release’ schedule for 2014, provided I behave; if not, it could happen sooner. Right now, it has been fourteen days since my last time, and there are still five to six weeks left before I get permission again. It might be late February—depending entirely on her decision…
What really stands out is how naturally I accepted my place yesterday (the best spot possible, lol! - head nestled between her legs!). There was no inner conflict, no fantasies about getting release, and no urge for her to play with me. Nothing but the desire to settle into my role and serve well. She remained cool and demanding, showing little interest in pleasing me herself. No games, just pure service—and I adore it… Judging by everything, my focus on pleasuring her was so intense that she had a powerful climax. She can really flex her body and dig her fingernails into my back when she comes. I’m finding my rhythm here—and what a wonderful place to be..
Another day at the office—the best view I’ve ever seen! It took me nine months to reach this point… How long did it take you? P.S. When I asked if she still felt any mental discomfort now that everything revolves around her needs, she simply replied: “Nope, why should I?” in a tone that suggested my answer wasn’t even really necessary! -
Sincerely, BlueEyes