My keyholder and I have dabbled in chastity intermittently for the past couple of years. It’s been a few months since my last lockup, but we decided to give Locktober a shot this year. Since she tends toward vanilla tendencies, I asked her to raise the stakes during this period (I thought it would be enjoyable). We’ve known each other for about three years now, and throughout that time, she’s always allowed me to fondle her breasts and buttocks. During earlier lockups, she could easily tell when I was throbbing in my JB while doing so; she’d just laugh and ask me to make her a drink.
But this time, she locks me up, and later that day when I go to play with her chest again, she immediately grabs my hands to stop me. She declares them off-limits for the entire month 😫. Veterans here might call this standard procedure, but it feels like torture to me. I’ve touched her lady lumps almost every day since we started dating; whether for intimacy or just a quick grab or squeeze.
Considering our history together, she has never done this in the three years we’ve been together, nor during the two years of chastity play. I was shocked and heartbroken, thinking to myself that if I can’t even touch her, maybe I don’t want to “play at chastity” anymore. I’ve grown accustomed to not touching myself, but she has always let me explore her until yesterday 😔
I’m only one day into this Locktober, and it’s hard to believe there are another 30 days of this ahead. This feels like it might be the longest month of my life.