I’ve just crossed the four-month milestone in my denial, remaining locked around the clock. She does allow me a few hours free during the day if we’re together and she’s confident I won’t get a chance to self-pleasure. There is also no showering unlocked; I stay locked through showers as well as overnight. Neither of these rules has softened since they started. This feels like new ground for me, as my previous longest denial was just under three months.
It seems that for male chastity to truly work, every Keyholder eventually discovers something about the lifestyle that arouses them personally. For my wife, it is the tease and the denial—especially the latter. She frequently tells me how much she enjoys keeping me denied. In earlier days, guilt would often set in after she had multiple orgasms, leading her to unlock me so I could cum, but those days are gone. With my tongue, her Wand vibrator, and a Vixskin dildo, she finds total satisfaction without needing my penis. My denial appears to boost her desire, meaning I am rarely unlocked even during our intimate moments. Afterward, while we cuddle, she often rubs my penis through the cage, which drives me absolutely crazy.
Last night, I was complaining a bit about being denied since it had been four months and a week, especially as she hinted an orgasm might be coming at this milestone. She responded quickly: “Stop whining. I told you it’s up to me. When I do finally let you cum, you’ll enjoy it even more.” Later, reflecting on our path into male chastity, I realized how long the journey has been (over seven years). We’ve experienced many highs and lows. Sometimes frustration would lead us to stop practicing chastity for months at a time. Now, every time she locks me up, she aims for longer periods than before. It excites me but also frustrates me deeply, yet I wouldn’t want to go back, nor do I think she does either. I am glad she has found her place in this lifestyle.