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With my Keyholder starting to insist on enforcing “permanent” chastity, which is exactly what I wanted for our 24/7 dynamic, even if it means orgasm denial or restricting release to once a month. Now that those wishes have materialized and become daily reality, I find myself sinking deeper than expected, with fewer ways out… though not because I want one, but rather my Keyholder’s dominance over my sexuality is growing stronger than I ever pictured:
- Orgasms must be earned, and the standards for earning release keep rising.
- No more scheduled orgasms on dates; now they happen “at my pleasure” or “.for her entertainment.”
- She has made it very clear she does not want to return to my previous self, motivated by the benefits of chastity in my attitude and attentiveness that lead to permanent enforced lock.
- She enjoys PIV as much as she likes, but I am forbidden from orgasming without her explicit permission.
- We are moving rapidly toward a genuine FLR/WLM dynamic with obedience, submission, domestic discipline, anal play, etc. While I welcome these changes and her enthusiasm for chastity, the prospect of very few future orgasms, permanent 24/7 lock, and a Wife Led Marriage is somewhat intimidating. We do discuss it, but she is determined to move forward. I find her confidence as a dominant woman incredibly sexy and appealing, yet the thought that I am entering a distinctly different life—partly brought on by chastity and the wonderful marital changes—is still a massive shift. Though I can always back out if needed (though not wanting to lose this “wish come true”), considering reality versus fantasy is something we all face. Thoughts?