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I’ve always been fond of the sensory side of pain. A few scratches, a pinwheel or two here and there… This round I’ve been craving it intensely. Genuine hurt. I’ve requested and loved her nails (and teeth) digging in deep! In spots that would have had me crying on the floor before. It hurts, but less than it used to. The pain actually feels pretty good… Belle is a bit unsettled, and honestly, so am I. Any thoughts? This isn’t just about gradually becoming more extreme. It felt like someone flipped a switch.