I recall reading (likely by a fellow here) that true chastity begins when the man truly wants out.
Well, I believe I’ve reached that point. For the past three or four days, there’s been this persistent urge to be released and to climax. It has grown much stronger since yesterday and is nearly unbearable right now. I’m seriously thinking about seeking some relief while keeping my cage on. I won’t do it just yet, but even contemplating it makes my cock twitch. Earlier, I thought an orgasm or perhaps a small discharge might happen simply from the pressure inside the device.
While these urges are building, I also have this strong craving for my wife to tell me that there is absolutely no way I’m getting out for an orgasm or any other kind of stimulation.
These conflicting emotions are quite confusing. I haven’t had a proper chance to discuss it with her yet; hopefully tonight. I wonder if the holiday stress (or more precisely, dealing with family) is adding to this and pulling me back into old patterns. Any advice (or sympathy or empathy) would be greatly appreciated.
-A