I am a 21-year-old boy, yet I want to be a girl when it comes to sex. The sensation is incredible when I dress up as a girl and engage in naughty activities. I remain a virgin and have only ever experienced an orgasm while wearing lingerie or other feminine clothing, or by thinking about doing so (I purge my girly items repeatedly, but always return!). My horniness spikes significantly, causing me to leak precum heavily whenever I consider buying or wearing bras, thongs, corsets, and similar cute accessories. I constantly fantasize about being a girl sucking off around 20 men and swallowing all their cum. It drives me absolutely CRAZY. However, after I orgasm, my desire seems to vanish for a while. This bothers me because the feelings before reaching that peak are so amazing. Consequently, I have chosen to use chastity to manage my male urges. I bought CB-6000s devices and left the key in a locker more than 30 minutes away. Since I cannot orgasm through the traditional male route, I must do it like a girl—by taking an 8” dildo into my anal passage. Previously, using a dildo gave me incredible, body-shaking orgasms while simultaneously touching myself up front. But not this time around. With ZERO access to my man parts, I will be fully female in how I pleasure myself. Hopefully, eventually, I can ONLY orgasm via receiving it anally.
I would love finding a mistress to control me. I am keen on consensual blackmail, handing over ALL my details (SS#, date of birth, driver’s license, all contacts, and bank info) and signing 100% control to her. This allows me to be compelled into doing what I TRULY want but fear pursuing alone. My ideal mistress would keep me in chastity constantly, perhaps allowing release once every three months or so, though maybe not if I fail any of her commands perfectly—for instance, swallowing every drop of cum from any penis she sends my way. I love the idea of being tickle tortured for hours or having my small testicles tormented with electro stim. Another fantasy: On my first day with my new mistress, after dressing me up, she will surprise me by kicking hard between my legs. As I open my mouth to scream, she shoves a whole bar of soap inside, secures my arms behind my back in an arm cincher, and pushes me down. Then she checks where my wallet is and threatens to max out all my cards on her purchases if I let the soap fall even ONCE during the evening. Let the CBT and strapon fun begin…
I wish for a mistress who keeps me in chastity FOREVER. As long as she provides cock for me to suck dry, tickles tortures me, applies CBT torture, and fucks me with a strapon, I will do WHATEVER she wants.
I live in Appleton, WI. Here are some pics of me: