I’m a young man of 21 who wants to be female during sex, even though I enjoy typical male activities. Dressing up and engaging in naughty behavior as a girl feels incredible. As a virgin, my only orgasms have happened while wearing lingerie or other feminine attire, or simply by imagining it (despite discarding many girly items multiple times, they always return!). My horniness triggers excessive precum leakage whenever I think about purchasing or wearing bras, thongs, corsets, and similar cute accessories. I constantly dream of being a girl who pleases around twenty men orally and swallows every drop of their semen; it drives me absolutely crazy. However, after reaching climax, my desire drops for a while, which frustrates me since the pre-orgasm feelings are so wonderful. To manage these male urges, I’ve chosen to use chastity devices. The CB-6000 arrives tomorrow alongside some bras, stockings, a corset, and a pulse massager (I’ll share photos soon!). My plan is to lock myself in this device and leave my keys at work over the weekend, ensuring I cannot touch myself for several days since there will be no way to unlock it. Since I won’t achieve male-style climaxing, I must do so like a girl by using my Trinity VIbes Perfect Penis dildo anally. Previously, when employing a dildo, I’ve experienced powerful, body-shaking orgasms while simultaneously stimulating my front with my hand. This time will be different: having zero access to my male parts means I must embrace being 100% female for self-pleasure. Eventually, I hope that anal reception becomes the sole method by which I can climax.
I am eager to find a mistress to take control of me. I’d welcome consensual blackmail where I surrender all personal details (SS#, date of birth, driver’s license, contacts, and banking info) along with 100% authority over my life to her. This setup would allow me to be compelled into doing what I truly desire but hesitate to pursue independently. My perfect mistress would keep me in chastity constantly, perhaps allowing a release once every three months or so, though she might deny it if I fail any of her commands perfectly—for instance, failing to swallow all the semen from any penis she directs toward me.
More details about my cum situation coming tomorrow as soon as these items arrive!