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So today I had this sensation inside me. After dinner, I secured myself in my cage. When the time was right, I handed the key to my girlfriend and asked if she felt like some kinky fun. I told her she could tease me however she pleased. A smile started to form on her face… We watched a movie on TV and then headed to the bedroom. By the time I came in, she was wearing a black sheer negligee. HOT.. I stripped naked, and then she asked for my help with her boots. Seeing her in heels is one of my favorites, especially those 5-inch black platform ones. Can you guess how excited I got when she placed the sole of the boot on my chest so I could lace it up… Kissing the laced boot afterwards. She had me kneel before her while she whipped my back. My cock strained to stiffen as I watched her feet, feeling the sting from the whip. Then she started telling me how much she wants me to lust after her and that she plans to keep me locked until next week. I’m getting a bit nervous thinking about working while caged… But I’m hoping/hoping she will still let me out tonight. Next, she lay on the bed with me positioned between her legs. Her heels pressing against my back. It was such a delicious view watching herself pleasure herself while I lay there frustrated and unable to get hard. Feeling so good yet so needy. I started kissing her thighs and she had a really big O. Afterward we kissed and cuddled, but it wasn’t helping me much at all. That yearning feeling in my loins remains. I asked if I could slip out in the morning before work and offered to lock myself up again when I returned home. She said I should just deal with it because she wouldn’t unlock me.. I told her she could tease me, but I didn’t realize she was that good at it. Just smiles from her. Now I’m here behind the PC, unable to sleep, feeling a strong urge to take matters into my own hands yet being unable to do so. It feels so strange not touching myself. Also, I am a bit nervous about going to work tomorrow. How do you all handle this?