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My wife and I have experimented with chastity before, but it didn’t quite work. I asked again if we could give it another shot and she agreed. A week later, when I wondered what had changed to make her say yes, she admitted nothing really had—we just needed me to want it more. The next week brought some serious talk. I laid out that half-measures wouldn’t cut it: I explained my fantasy and what it truly means to be locked away with a duty to serve. After much discussion, we agreed on at least four months. Me asking to stop wasn’t an option until after the second release at the earliest, and when that time came, I wanted her genuine opinion—did she enjoy her privileges? Was she keen to continue? No more vague ‘we could’ or ‘if you want to’; I need a clear ‘yes we will carry on’ or ‘no, let’s stop’. I must do as she says, and she is responsible for hiding the key and enforcing our deal. She seems happy with it, and so am I.:-) The core agreement is 60 days in the lockup, adding 10 days each period after that. Any missed task or daily chore adds five extra days. Within a week, I’ve already added ten days and have to be careful. Five days feels like a lot, especially watching those calendar dates tick by. She can assign tasks anytime and set penalties. Yesterday, she noticed an open kitchen container and said it would cost me an extra day every time it happens in the future. It gives such a thrill when she takes control. She seems to really enjoy this dynamic, as do I! I gave her a comprehensive list of household chores—daily, weekly, monthly—and asked for hers back. She did just that: my full list plus extras. I’m not entirely sure how I’ll manage it all, but I must. We agreed we’d only discuss the future during our second release—which could be late November if I don’t mess up again. One more slip and it pushes into December. I am trapped under her control and aroused like never before. I feel wonderful. The best part is that she seems to be enjoying herself too. This might last longer than we think. js