Hi, I’ve been watching from the sidelines for a few weeks and decided it was time to finally jump in. I have had an abstract interest in chastity for quite some time, but discovering this site gave me the inspiration to dig deeper. Last week I took the plunge and ordered a CB-6000s to test out, so I suppose I can officially count myself as part of the community now. [Image: cool.gif] It’s difficult to define my exact motivations because I am not currently in a romantic relationship, meaning there is no one specific person acting as a key holder for me. Instead, I believe my primary interest lies in the mental shifts that come with chastity; historically, I have maintained a routine of daily masturbation and thus never experienced some of the more intense hormonal states our bodies can reach; this curiosity drives me to explore further (and there is no denying it feels quite erotic too [Image: unsure.gif] ). Since receiving the CB-6000s and trying them on, I have encountered some minor fitting problems. For instance, what seemed like the right base ring size was causing scrotal discomfort that I hope to fix with improved lubrication. More worrying is the anti-pullout device (the ksd-g3) I ordered alongside it. It appears that any device large enough to stop pullouts is also big enough to cause damage during erections, leading to lingering pain afterward. While I don’t think I can actually pull out even without this device, it did keep my parts in a more comfortable position while flaccid, so I would regret losing those benefits somewhat. However, if these abrasions continue, I doubt I could commit to long-term usage. So, surprisingly, I find myself anticipating not release, but rather the attempt at confinement. Until I can sort out my fit issues and let various irritations settle down,
I can’t go on with a longer period of being locked up. It’s such an odd pastime to get into [Image: blink.gif] , and I’m eager to see how it develops.