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another milestone in my quest for myWife/kh to take an active role in my hopeful wish for us to have a true flm and chastity relationship. my Wife/kh has slowly come to terms with me wearing the chastity device but has shown not a great deal of interrest otherwise it has seemed. she did keep me locked up for a new record of continuous lockup of 12 days and then told me take it off last friday evening. nothing happened until sunday and we had for us a rousing time of sex in the a.m.. she told me to leave it off for the rest of sunday but left it open to me to put it back on when she was leaving for work monday a.m.. monday morning i put the device back on and asked her to lock it which she willingly did. she even gave my nipples a good rub. i am one of those men that can almost orgasm from just nipple play alone. i am lucky in that regard and she rarely does that unless she is feeling a little frisky herself because she knows it is an instant relay to my penis and brain about arousal. she said thats enough after a bit and said off with you..she needs to leave for work.(im retired) nothing more was said until wednesday evening when on the couch she came in a announced she wanted a foot rub. i more than happily obliged and when we got to bed later she rolled over and gave me another bit of nipple rubbing.(shudder) i took a chance now on this next step. my Wife/kh was going out of town to visit her parents for birthdays/mothers day thursday afternoon and leaving me here by myself until sunday afternoon. i thought now is as good a time as any to get her to actually TAKE the key to my device with her. when she came home before leaving while packing i showed her a sealed envelope with the emergency key in it and the original key on a necklace i had given her 5 weeks ago when i came out about all of this. she chuckled when i explained what i wanted. she said okay ill do it for you and remember i wont be back for 3 days.(up until this time i have always had access to a key for cleaning or a problem). i had previously taken off the cage for cleaning prior to her coming home and also resisted the urge to play a bit while the ole boy was out.( cleaning has been one of her issues with prolonged wear). i intentionally had not closed the lock----to ask her to lock it knowing now my situation. when i asked her to lock it for me…she actually shot back an answer..WHY IS IT UNLOCKED IN THE FIRST PLACE? i quickly told her about the cleaning and she frowned at me and then said give it here…CLICK.( a rub of my nipples) and she is out the door. so shes gone and for once i am truly locked until she comes back. it is an odd sensation. i have worn the device several times for more than 3 days at a time before any cleaning or such. but before..there was always the key close at hand if i needed it or wanted it. now i am truly stuck until she gets home sunday evening and there is such a different feeling this time. definately a little edgy but i love the feeling and also the fact that she is somewhat engaged in this with me now if for nothing else…at least 3 days. we will see what the next step brings—ill be in touch.:kissass: