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I woke up this morning hornier than usual at 530 am. I got up and went to the couch to try to get my mind off of it, tried reading some of the posts from last night, to get myself in a better frame of mind. Nothing at all helped… (mistake #1) I know were my wife/KH keeps her key and that thought overwelmed and consumed me. I couldn’t take it any longer and I got the key and unlocked myself. She was still asleep and I took it from its place to unlock myself. (mistake #2) After I unlocked myself I headed to the shower to get some relief and she awoke and asked me what I was doing, well, like a dumb arse, I lied. As I was in the shower after I finished, she came in and caught me out of my CD. She hit the roof, she was so mad that she couldn’t even talk to me. Once she had settled down and we calmly discussed why I unlocked, lied, then relieved myself, I told her I was very sorry and I begged for her forgiveness. She told me that she understood but she wanted me back in the CD and my release date would be April 2cd and we would take it from there. We both agreed that maybe we took this a little fast and didn’t communicate as much as we should have. I feel a whole gambit of emotions to include, embarassment, ashamed, remorse, and humility. I think that we are both still within the learning curve. I do believe that she realy does have my best interest at heart and what I need to to is let go and let her lead the way. P.S. SHe told me that when she is calm and thinking rationally she will impose an appropriate punishment and she has moved the key to a more secret location. [[Image]](the referenced community page)