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Hi everyone, just updating you on how I’m feeling about the current setup. Today has been great with lots of gaming music and some funny porn to watch while sipping my:LuvCoffee:. However, keeping hold of my key and avoiding an orgasm has really helped me build self-control. For the last couple of days, I haven’t felt much desire for release myself; in fact, I’d prefer giving a good head or being eaten out by a mistress or master. Being constantly horny suits me well, especially since I’m quite submissive and enjoy pleasing others more than receiving pleasure. It feels really nice. Still hoping someone crosses my path soon. Aside from that, on the 2nd I’ll be heading to San Francisco for a week with my band for Yes! TV appearances. Since I use xtube and many of my fans are based there, I’m a bit anxious about being recognized because I haven’t connected with anyone online yet. But I plan to have lots of fun skateboarding around (the rest of the band thinks it’s suicide, but I’ve been a solid skater since age 12), so it should be exciting! Take care everyone!