I’m currently wearing a lock and unsure how long this time around will last. I don’t usually write much, but I decided to give it a go and put down some thoughts in journal form.
Since I doubt I’ve ever properly introduced myself here before, let me share a bit about us. We have been experimenting with chastity for roughly two or three years now, though mostly as casual play without much consistency. The longest stretch was late last year when she kept me secured for 23 days straight without any release. If memory serves, we were also playing our poker chip game during that same period. Let’s just say I managed to stack the deck in my favor by the end of that round. Afterward, things loosened up until this recent cycle.
We’ve cycled through quite a few devices (CB6000, Exobelt X1, Locked in Steel, Exobelt V1, Chastity Steel CS-500, and Birdlocked), each with its own set of quirks. I still own all except the V1, which I sold off. One major challenge for me is that I’ve realized my skin is quite sensitive. To prevent issues, Mistress allows me to remove it for a full cleaning during my morning shower, trusting that I won’t abuse the privilege — and I don’t.
I’m currently in my CS-500, which remains my go-to device because I find it offers both comfort and security. Security is crucial for me; if I know escape is possible, it undermines the experience significantly.
Mistress ordered me into lockup unexpectedly one evening last week (Tuesday?). Since we hadn’t been playing recently, she allowed me to stay free during work hours to ensure there were no re-adjustment issues. She let me out for some intimacy Friday night, put me back in before I headed to work Monday morning, released me again Tuesday night, and I’ve been locked since.
I asked if there was a specific plan this time other than it being released when she felt like playing with it, and her answer was simply “no.” What has surprised me is that she seems determined. She checks after my shower to ensure the lock stays in place. This morning she didn’t check and seemed willing to let me stay free for work, but I had re-locked myself anyway since I assumed she would inspect.
We’ll see what these coming weeks hold.