Introductions discussion

Hello from Arizona. I have been lurking around and not being willing to share my experiences in chastity until recently. I would like to thank all of you who have shared freely regarding your experience and lifestyle, pulling me out from under the lurker rock I have been hiding under! I found this community several years ago via a link on a supplier site, which I believe was Mature Metal. My interest in chastity has lasted well over five years; I purchased my first Holy Trainer device some time back of course, sharing with my beautiful wife about my yearning for female-led relationship dynamics—yes, I was the one who introduced it to her! She was okay with me buying one and couldn’t wait to get that cock locked up. As a controlled man, did I have a lot to learn! First, the base ring was too big and kept losing a nut; I ordered the next size smaller ring but still kept losing a nut—morning wood was terrible!! Meanwhile, I am still lurking around on this community reading all about it, having learned much of the info but not sharing any of my ongoing experiences. The wife is watching with amusement; she is such a good sport putting up with me. She really didn’t like me locked up because she preferred seeing my cock exposed, so I decided to wear a cock ring instead. We played around with tease and denial, practicing ruined orgasms, anal pegging using Njoy’s wonderful stainless toys, and wearing a butt plug 24/7 from Njoy while learning about prostate orgasms—wow! NOW I am really desiring this chastity thing again in a big way Somewhere along the line my wife started purchasing panties for me, and I have now become a complete panty slut. She says I own more panties than she does; can you believe it? She claims no one would believe her Manly man has such a submissive sissy side! All this reading has excited my sexual mind, and you know what—I love it, and so does she. I have developed a fetish for high heels and some cross-dressing around the home now and then. For a lurker, am I really babbling on any way? Recently, I purchased three devices from Amazon—all stainless steel—and one of them fits me very well and is comfortable; I have been locked up daily for over two weeks just like wearing my panties. The wife holds the key… there is a love-hate relationship at times with a tremendous horny undertone that has made me feel very blessed to have a loving wife who has accepted this desire, and you know what? Her dominant side is poking its head out from under the rock as well. We share more; I crave her dominance—it used to be the other way around—and our dynamic is changing! Thanks to all of you that have enlightened me. Gracey