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My wife has permanently kept me in a chastity device since January 22. There is absolutely no release for cleaning or play at all. The Ms.Lori 2-D she uses is very secure; I cannot get out, and I can’t even achieve half an erection while wearing it. And now I desperately want to be freed!!! We have been ‘playing’ with chastity for several years, but usually she kept me denied anywhere between 2-6 weeks. Now this time she has really taken it to a whole new level. She says she feels good about it knowing my days of playing with myself are over. I have to say 4 months (almost) so far is now getting very frustrating. She has told me I will be released on July 22 - only because we are going overseas for a holiday. That’s another 2 months!!! I thought my mind was pretty strong in a way that I could control myself most of the times when I was getting horny, but now things get really difficult…