Journals and blogs discussion

Well, I really don’t know where to begin, but someone has to start! I’ll kick things off with a bit of background on myself and fill out my journal gradually. I spent 17 years in marriage. During the last year or so, it felt like our sex life vanished! That’s probably when I started “enjoying myself” more frequently. Eventually, I discovered my ex was having an affair with someone from her office. I waited for the right moment and caught them together. We had a confrontation and agreed to a mutual divorce. I kept the house while she took all the old furniture. That arrangement worked well for me since I didn’t have to pay alimony or receive any in return. Since we never had children, it made things much simpler for me. While living on my own, I got involved with self-bondage and chastity. The goal of the latter was to curb my excessive masturbation habits. Bondage has been a fantasy of mine for years, but my ex was quite vanilla in that regard. So, engaging in SB proved enjoyable and served as a great way to unwind after long days working at the steel mill. I also enjoy medical bondage. This is something I can practice in public while remaining chaste without drawing much attention from others. Cross-dressing has always fascinated me too. Through online shopping, I picked up several bras and breast forms, along with panty hose and standard hosiery. Usually, I wear these items only at home. However, during winter months, I often go out wearing a bra and breast forms underneath my outerwear. Right now, the one thing I do full-time is maintain chastity. It became addictive once I extended how long I wore my CB for longer periods. I have set a new personal record and am aiming to reach New Years Eve before release so I can enjoy a powerful orgasm.:yes1: I’ve learned to use my ET312 (oops, forgot to mention the E-Stim device!) for self-milking about once a month because it’s believed to benefit the prostate. So that marks the start of my journal entry. There will surely be more updates as time goes on. I am learning right along with you all by reading daily posts here.:CMrocks: Thank everyone for providing such a welcoming space where I can comfortably embrace my many so-called kinks. Catch you around the forums! Later! kenny.