Last night was a surprise… My KH, @FEMabAC, wondered if she could give me the big O using her strapon, which I see as that missing piece. We’d used strapons before, mostly in a D/s dynamic to keep me submissive when I got too cozy with my chastity routine. Usually, I was placed in position and enjoyed it intensely without admitting how much I appreciated her taking control. But while the pleasure felt different, an orgasm never quite seemed to arrive.
Today began when she woke up; rolling over, she announced that because of my extraordinary good behavior, she would bend me over tonight with the strapon. Having been locked for about five days, I hadn’t expected release or an orgasm. What was wonderful was knowing a reward awaited at day’s end, so I spent all day making sure not to mess it up. The house was tidy, meals were sorted, and the kids were guided through their routine into bed. Despite my anticipation, I stayed silent to avoid giving her any reason to cancel. After dinner, once the children were asleep, I groomed myself and readied the toy chest for action. Later, while we caught up on Netflix on the couch, a moment of worry hit—it was getting late and she hadn’t spoken. The suspense was agonizing. Just as I turned off the living room lights, she grabbed me, kissed me, and said, “You didn’t think I forgot did you? Here is the key; take yourself out. I am curious to see if you can cum from me putting a dick in your ass.”
We started with some laughter and playfulness as usual. She clearly enjoys the feel of the strapon, acting like it might perform tricks or put on a show for an audience. Since we are still learning our rhythms, we experimented with several positions before settling into doggy style. I had recently acquired a powerful compact massager; she used it for the first time and it completely transformed the atmosphere. As soon as it switched on, my laughter quickly turned to her moaning and grinding against the massager positioned behind the dildo in the harness. For the first time, she was truly enjoying herself. When she began picking up speed, I started moaning uncontrollably. It just happened. The intensity built into pure passion. I had no idea pegging could be like this. But she couldn’t quite reach her peak… The position was slightly awkward for an orgasm. So we switched to me on top and her lying back so she could use both hands. This was my first time being the one above. As we resumed, it was clear the change helped. She got back on track toward climaxing. Being on top gave me much more control over depth, sensation, and intensity than before. Suddenly, I felt an orgasm building. Between my partner’s lovely moans, the submission I was feeling, and the intense strapon buried inside me, I sensed cum dripping from me. I started picking up pace and grinding against her in a surprisingly erotic manner. And then oh my god… I spurted once, then again, followed by incredible sensations that words cannot fully describe for this big O of mine. When it was over, we were a hot, barely walkable mess. Oh my…
What just happened?!? I don’t know if that is repeatable or even how I feel about it! What I love about a good D/s scene with my KH is often the flurry of emotions and stretching boundaries after the session ends. I adore her power and my submission; I cherish this unexplainable, unexpected kink that I can only share here in the Mansion. I am sure I will process all these crazy feelings as a man, a partner, and a vanilla lifer over the next few weeks. But I do want to thank my Mistress and KH @Femabac for being just awesome—my dominant and loving partner who discovered And took my first big O from behind me and under me.