Hi everyone,
I’ve spent the last month diving into everything I could find about FLR, WLM, and most recently chastity. Next up for me is learning about feminization. I’ve begun seducing my wife by taking on more of the traditionally female roles around the house. As expected, she enjoys the extra support but was initially quite shaken by this reversal.
My mistress is a very vanilla woman. Although she can be bossy and acts as a dominant manager at work, our many years together have led her to accept (with some resentment) a role that requires juggling both a professional career and being the homemaker. I am eager to shift this dynamic and channel my sexual appetite into the psychological role-reversal that comes with embracing an FLR.
Besides helping more around the house, rubbing her feet, and asking her to create lists for me, I’ve started self-administered chastity in intervals of two to three days. During a recent work trip, I brought my CB6000 and managed to wear it at the office: 1 hour on day one, 4 hours on day two, and then 48 continuous hours. The A-ring was a bit tight, so I’m dealing with some soreness now, but I’m learning how to put it in correctly and function while wearing it.
I hope that as my mistress matures into the dominant head of our household, she will accept owning my permanent chastity as the honor—and gift—that I believe it is. There are many reasons driving me here; one key factor is that I am hypersexual and have realized how demanding and even degrading my behavior has been in the past. For this reason, I view my new family role and forced chastity as a means of penance for my attitude, aggressive sexual nature, and past indiscretions. Partly, I hope this process will modify my behavior by engaging my sexuality to create lasting change.
As I learn more about this lifestyle, I am sharing information with my mistress, slowly coaching her into the reality of it (rather than just porn or fantasy). I realize that recently I may have shared too much info too quickly. However, I expect she will eventually recognize the positives in our relationship and accept me as her subordinate—Mr. Megan.
In the past, when she was angry about my high sex drive and aggressive approach, she would joke that she wishes she could cut off my balls to tame me. After researching this, I now know that while it would work, it isn’t feasible in the USA (nor is something I truly want). Instead, I am proposing forced chastity with tease and denial as a way for her to control my libido. Without wearing the CB6000 constantly—which might intimidate her—I will keep using it when I travel or she is away. If this approach doesn’t hold up, I’ve ordered a few months of anti-androgens, and I hope (expect) that she may wish to explore chemical methods for controlling my sexuality.
My mistress is a high-performing professional with graduate degrees and leads a large team at work. She has said in the past that she needed a wife—perhaps we can make me that person.
This post serves as my introduction to the group. I may return in the future asking for help from anyone who has successfully helped a very vanilla, straight female find and grow her inner dom. I know this is effectively me topping from the bottom, but I hope to do so supportively, allowing her to steer things in the direction she wishes. I also recognize that where we end up may differ somewhat from what I’ve outlined here—but a guy’s gotta dream.
Thank you! I welcome your guidance.