Keeping the Honor System Going

So far on Day 21 of the honor system with zero O. I’ve only reached this milestone a few times as an adult (once around 50 days, and a couple other stretches over 20). We’ve managed intercourse without me reaching an O several times, plus engaged in various other activities, which feels quite different from that 50-day desert I once traversed. My libido seems balanced, though I am dealing with some stress. I considered trying out a device, but truthfully, what motivates me most is seeing her invested and not wanting to let her down. Even without an O, we’ve had some intense experiences lately that keep my head straight. She really enjoys the effort I put in. So, mixed emotions here. The original plan was for me to wait until she reached a hormonal peak (probably later this week). Then we’re heading on vacation, which offers another good reason to hold out. Will it be a solid orgasm, a ruined one, or no O at all? Let’s see what happens.