Introductions discussion

Greetings all! I’m a married crossdresser who is submissive, under the care of the lovely Mistress Catori. Her training includes tease-and-denial, controlling my orgasms, feminization, bondage, flogging/spanking/cropping, humiliation, and CBT. She isn’t my wife. The rule for me right now is that I can only climax when on cam for her or while she’s watching—with permission, of course. Usually, she lets me release once a week. She also enjoys having me edge every day and permits sexual activity with my spouse as long as I hold back. This year, two “accidents” occurred, and I received punishment for them. We’ve discussed putting me into chastity, but being married makes it quite the challenge. Additionally, Mistress likes looking at my firm she-cock and having me ejaculate (at her command) regularly. Denial feels like the best compromise for us right now. I really want to try wearing a cage. To me, that would be the ultimate sign of submission; it both thrills and scares me. I probably sound like an eager beginner hoping for guidance. I hope that doesn’t annoy anyone. Wishing you all a great day! I look forward to talking and learning… :wink: jamie