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I’ve worn my cage for several days at a stretch under the control of my Mistress, but I usually manage to find an excuse to get release or endure some minor discomfort. She lives about two miles from me and has an open relationship. She’s traveling over Christmas and New Year’s, coming back on January 2nd. I proposed that she take the key with her, which would mark my longest period of chastity yet, since there won’t be any easy way to get out. There are two minor issues (not really problems, but I’d value your thoughts): a) being locked up in this Holy Trainer V2 actually turns me on and keeps me hard just from the awareness of it. b) I have a strong desire to watch femdom, tease-and-denial porn, as well as chastity photos and captions; all of that gets me worked up and makes me feel like I’m pressing against my bars. Does anyone else experience these self-inflicted urges while locked? Maybe you have tips on how to heighten the arousal and frustration from being secured, since I really enjoy that strained feeling without release. This is my first contribution here; hope it leads to many more! It would be wonderful to chat with others in similar situations. I assume Mistress will let me out on the 2nd, though she half-jokingly mentioned we might wait until our birthdays (we share a date) in February for a night of passion. Again, only if I get release!