It’s been exactly a year since my last release, and what once felt impossible has turned out to be incredibly sweet and much more attainable than I ever imagined.
April 8th, 2014 marked the final time I slipped back into post orgasm depression. It was the last time that after just seconds of bliss, I would turn grumpy, sour, lazy, and selfish.
Have I lost touch with my libido? Not at all! I feel more connected to everything—including my desire—than ever before:() I’m always alert, horny, and ready to serve, taste, and please her.
Do I feel weak or lacking willpower? Absolutely not. Looking back over the past year, I’ve been much more “on top of things” in my professional life than I recall being at any point before. I get results!
And it’s not just work-related; it extends to home as well. My kitchen and gardening skills have returned. The fact that Anne is still here shows how good my wife has become at balancing this lifestyle, evolving into a top-tier manager for our family of three. May this last forever:()
Do I miss having an ejaculation? Hmm… I do miss her telling me to clean it up—LOL! But that’s pretty much the only thing. Being as horny as I am, my senses haven’t dulled completely. I know exactly what a 15-second release would feel like for both of us, and honestly, it doesn’t tempt me at all.
I still feel orgasmic when she goes through her own process, flexing and everything. Even though Anne sometimes gets to serve too—perhaps more “ordered” than offered;-)—it never feels quite the same as how I experience peak pleasure from my wife’s sweet, thankful touch.
Where do we go from here? Well, I’ve been instructed to strip and sit on the bed with my hands behind me at 10 pm. That is in an hour. That’s all I need to know:()
Thank you all for guiding my wife and me safely into this wonderful lifestyle.:() BlueEyes