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After weeks of research and discussion with my wife, now KH we purchased a cb6k. I was in and out on and off for several days trying to get the right fit. Now I think I have found it. Last week I took some time off from work and went to stay at our caravan. KH doesn’t enjoy going to the caravan, so I go alone to relax and read. I was locked up from Sunday through Saturday. In the beginning it was difficult but thoroughly enjoyable. While away from work I had previously ordered a book, “Key Holder” guide for my wife which arrived whilst I was away. She has read it and is beginning to understand. All day Saturday I was teased that the keys had been lost. On Saturday night I was relieved and enjoyed some quality time with my KH. However, I was immediately locked back up again after her orgasm. So today marks a new beginning; no date has been set yet for my release and I do not wish to ask. Should I ask? Do we need to set targets? My birthday is at the end of April; is that too long for a novice? I am back at work tomorrow and feeling pretty nervous that someone may guess my secret. I got a kick out of talking to people last week whilst locked up. Bizarrely I feel chirpier. Is that strange? Reading this blog post shows I am all over the place. Four questions in the space of five minutes writing. Hoping to hear from you wonderful people on this site whose comments and advice have been taken on board. Good Night Rob