Mastering Self-Restraint

I was taken out of my cage a few days ago for a doctor’s visit and didn’t get put back in right away. My KH has been teasing me (tried milkings, edging, etc) and I’m super horny, even waking up during the night. At one point over the weekend I grabbed myself and my KH said “go on then, but I’ll lock you up for a long time”. I asked how long and she said “3 months with absolutely no release for any reason” (and when she says something like that she means it). I’ve never gone a whole month before so I’m not sure how 3 months would work, and I realized that 3 months meant after Christmas. I’m so horny I want to do it, but I haven’t partly because I don’t want to go 3 months locked but even more because I know she would miss PIV and so I would be punishing her as much as myself. I thought being lock was tough but this harder (pun intended) as I have to control myself.