My wife has had me locked up for the past two and a half years. This year, she put me on a schedule where I get one genuine release per month, limiting myself to just twelve this entire year. She (and I) have mastered giving me ruined releases that offer zero pleasure but let me keep serving her until my real ones arrive. So far this year, she’s had 53 while I’ve only managed six. (She was generous enough twice recently to give me two back-to-back when one release a month wasn’t quite doing it for me).
Today, she told me May 16 is my big day this month. Naturally, knowing that in advance makes me very happy; the anticipation builds up and adds joy to experiencing an orgasm inside her on that specific date. However, over the last few months, I’ve noticed a dip in mood one or two days before the event, realizing it will soon end and I’ll face another long wait of about 30 days until the next one. Of course, once we start having fun, I love it, and nothing stops me from enjoying that real release!!! Once I get going, I’d take her even if she tried to resist; she likes seeing that determination.
I was curious if anyone else feels a bit down in the days before their allowed release? This assumes you know when yours is coming. My wife needs to give me notice ahead of time so I can work from home and play while the kids are at school, allowing me to fully enjoy it.
Best Regards, Rob