Introductions discussion

Hi all. I wanted to drop by and introduce myself a bit.. Some time back, I admitted to my partner that my porn habit had gotten out of hand. After she got upset and I agreed to make changes, she chose chastity as both punishment and a way to ‘fix’ me. We’ve experimented with locking up before, typically for two or three weeks at a stretch, but she feels more resolute this time about punishing and breaking my spirit. The more frustrated I become, the happier she seems to be. If I plead for mercy, she just says ‘it’s good for you’ in such a firm, mocking tone that it’s clear she isn’t bluffing. She also enjoys teasing me once I’ve been locked away for some time. She often lets me out most nights just to torment me, bringing me right to the brink many times and making me nearly cry before locking me up again. I have to admit, I enjoy this treatment even though sometimes it feels like too much, especially after a few weeks without cumming when I’m pushed well outside my comfort zone. It seems she wants to keep me locked most of the time now. The concept appeals to me, but I do miss having manual release often. My main challenge is finding a device suitable for long-term wear since I tend to chafe and get cuts easily. Right now, I’m wearing the curve because my erect size is quite wide, but I’m looking at the CB3000 as well. Hopefully, KSD’s quality control will prevent me from getting too tight inside; I don’t want to feel like I’m bursting out of it like I did with the CB6000. Right, that’s enough about my situation and hopefully we can swap stories soon.