Journals and blogs discussion

Hi Valesk here - just thought I’d introduce myself and my journey including that of my Mistress. So, been seeing Mistress for some years - very trusting relationship has developed. Over the past 2 years Mistress has slowly been building more control over me - via chastity and ball lock devices. Her plan is to have me in more permanent chastity over time - thinking of a mature metal device. The ball lock can use an ordinary padlock or combi lock - this is left on when I leave Mistress and for her, and only her to release me when it suits her. Also, just to ensure that I really am going to behave, Mistress has taken some rather unflattering pictures of me - ones that I wouldn’t want anyone else to see. We call this the ‘insurance’ policy to ensure agreement to whatever Mistress wants - this might include, attending to Mistress personal needs, buying fetish clothes or having to answer the phone/texts within a certain short timescale. All of the above is written into a slave contract…mine is up for renewal in Feb 14. This is kind of the start of our journey - Mistress may add to this blog as time goes on. She says she will enjoy it …I might not -truth is, my options are limited - I couldn’t face the insurance policy being invoked.