Ownership of the Male Member

It feels odd looking down at my cock and understanding that I no longer possess it. A key part of male chastity is knowing Melissa owns this body part. It isn’t mine to use as I please anymore. I’ve been fiddling with it for…well, practically a lifetime. It was quite hairy before. Now I groom it exactly how she likes (very short hair on top, shaved shaft and scrotum). Outside of hygiene and using the toilet, I can’t touch it without her say-so. Even better - I find myself not wanting to touch it unless she permits it. The thought hits me repeatedly: this isn’t your cock anymore. Recently we argued because I was topping from the bottom; later that night I went ahead and masturbated for a bit. But I stopped before reaching orgasm, thinking about how I might have been in the wrong. I started the fight after all. According to our agreement, I still didn’t have the right to touch myself. I told Melissa what I did, and she handed down some consequences last night. It is a powerful and humbling experience for a man to lose ownership of his cock. It naturally makes me feel submissive toward Melissa in other parts of my life as well. That surprised me. I’m not entirely sure how I feel about that development, but…I can’t say I dislike it. Michael